Gradual Self-denial

So Lark invited me to go out late last night since he and his friends that I've already met where in the area. It was only at the coffee shop at first but I also suggested to another place.

I was hesitant of course since my boyfriend would be furious again. In fact, he's becoming delirious that even when we're together he asked me what someone he doesn't trust texted me about when nobody sent me any messages.

Anyway, it was late at night already and I had second thoughts before leaving. I kept on inviting them to just go to our house but they just declined.

Things went well I guess and circumstances are helping me deny myself of Lark in a good way.

Yes, there's a thrill of doing something and having the presence of the risk of getting caught but it's always much easier when nothing really happened.

But I am getting just a bit annoyed by my boyfriend lately. Just a little bit.